(Last look at my daily subway entry on 116th street)
I have so much to be thankful for... I went to my last dinner outing with my buddy Ally on Friday and had an epiphany. I have been so luck in my life... so lucky. I have just finished the first part of an incredible program that has completely changed my view of education and my role in it. I am blessed to have flown half way across the country to study with the wonderful educators I have studied with. I have so much going through my mind on this last night I spend in New York City. I am saddened and ecstatic at the same time. Saddened to be leaving a city I have grown so fond of - a city where I feel I belong. Ecstatic to see my family, friends, and of course Ladee when I get home. I do miss everyone so! I still have so much to blog, but I have been so busy these past days. I have had an incredibly difficult week emotionally and physically (my heel spur came back), and I am learning to deal with what has occurred emotionally this week. It all comes to a head tonight as I sit at this computer trying to think of what I want to say, but the sad thing is, I don't want to say anything; I just want to sit here and cry - too many feelings inside - which is so unlike me... I'M NOT A CRIER!!!!! What is happening to me!
I'm going to go and cry now. When I get back home, I will blog the rest of my adventures that I have not talked about since for the last two weeks. Goodbye New York.
( A view of the 50th street station before the 1 train comes to pick me up for my last ride in NYC)
(The 1 train as it leaves me at the 116th subway stop. I'm gonna miss this place! tear! tear!)
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